Off The Pill

As I mentioned in my first post, I have ADHD, I take medication for it but it's not required everyday. So on days I don't go to school I don't take my meds, I figure I'll do an off the pill post every Friday (Friday, Friday, gotta get down on Friday!) or Saturday (the next day). For the record, things in parenthesis are my inner monologue. But what do I write!? D: I don't know! Oh no! (I knooooow! Hehe, Family Guy). Oh I know, Mountain Dew does not mix well with ADHD meds, I get way to frakking hyper, more than I normally do without meds. So... Mountain Dew is forbidden on school days. Which sucks because I love it and feel deprived and go through withdrawals (hehe sounds like narwhals *plays Narwhals song*) and I think like "OMFG I need my Dewwwwww!" Like this:


Well, except for the speaking in Japanese, but the symptoms are pretty much the same.

Along with hyperness and lack of a wide range of concentration, I also get little obsessions with things that can actually hold my interest, Friday and today it was the Literal Assassin's Creed Revelations Trailer by Tobuscus. I've watched it obsessively probably close to thirty-five times and pretty close to being able to sing the whole thing without the video as assistance (as I can do with the Literal Assassin's Creed Brotherhood video, I know that one so well it's scary). And talk about a lack of concentration, it took thirty minutes to write this paragraph because the TV distracted me. Oh look Svengoolie's showing The Invisible Man, sweet.

My crops are ready, woot. Thank god for email notifications on my phone, gah, I freaked out a little earlier today because I was out when my crops were ready and I was worried that they would wither. And I would never have cared about stupid farmville if my girlfriend hadn't made me get a farm to send her things, then she made it look all pretty and planted crops and then I was all "Well I can't let them die." (sure, I care about virtual plants but can't take care of real ones) and then I just submitted to the power of farmville, all glory to the hypno toad.

Farmville isn't the only thing she's won with, Neopets too and, (oh it pains me to say this) she's gotten me to tolerate Twilight -_- Go Team Jacob. (he's a gorram shifter, not a werewolf *huffs*) He's lucky he's a Native and a wolf or I wouldn't like him, just bleeeeeeeeh, I'll have another post for just Twilight too I bet. Maybe more. That pretty much ends my off the pill post.... Yup, I'm done.

Are you mad?!

To put it simply, yes, yes I am. My page title pretty much sums up everyday in my life, there's always at least one WTF moment, either for me or for those around me, most of the time it's for both. That's the "WTFness", but what about the "in Wonderland" part? Well that's easy, my favorite book when I was younger -and is still in my top 10- was Alice's Adventures in Wonderland and Through the Looking-Glass. After reading it I was always in Wonderland, I could find ways to find it in my everyday; rabbit runs across the lawn, it's late for a very important date, hear someone yelling, shout "OFF WITH THEIR HEAD!", wear a hat, I'm the Mad Hatter! I think you get the gist of my thinking right? Well, to make the "in Wonderland" even more unique to me, my nickname is Hatter, and that also explains my answer at the beginning. Why is my nickname Hatter you ask? Well that's bringing the "WTFness" back too, I have ADHD, and until recently it was undiagnosed, so it was unexplained why I would get so hyper that I could literally bounce off the wall, then the ceiling, then run up a tree, fall, run, sit for two minutes and go play Jedi vs. Sith with my older brother and still have energy to burn. This tends to lead to me rambling nonsensically a lot of the time, fair warning for those of you who read my blog.

So what about the rest? What makes me the person I am? What the heck is the person I am? To even begin to try to explain it would take so much time that this post would take more than a day to write and probably a good chunk of a day to read. Besides, if I told you everything right away what would bring you back to read more? So let me try to narrow it down for you and I guarantee that I will explain them more in later posts. Now where to start? I suppose we could start at my little obsessions. Wolves, horses, Native American culture, ancient Egypt and Egyptology, mythology of any culture, the supernatural, art, philosophy, anime/manga, role playing online, movies, music, and wouldn't you know it, tea. Mmmm tea... *drools*

Did I mention my girlfriend? Yeah, she's definitely a part of what makes me me. Not only is she the greatest person to ever come into my life but she's what helps me stay together when I feel like I'm falling apart, she makes my days better, she makes me better, and I firmly believe I would be so much more lost in life now if I didn't have her.

My Princess <3


I'm not above cheesy gushing and all that jazz, but I'll wait to dedicate an entire, and more than likely more, post to it. Oh yeah, I'm that head over heels in love, still, after a whole year.

One more thing that I think is important to know about me is that I am a nerdy geek, or what I like to call a neek. Feel free to use the term to describe yourself or others, it's a great term for all and wont hog it to myself like I do with tea. Things that make me a neek are as follows: Sci-fi nut, this includes Star Trek (original, Next Generation, Voyager, and the movies), Star Wars, Stargate: SG-1 and Atlantis, Battlestar Galactica (you will notice a lot of "frak/frakking" in my posts as I will try to keep them at least PG-13), EUReKA, Warehouse 13, Firefly/Serenity *all of the Whedonverse* (probably use "gorram/gorramit" a lot too), Sanctuary... Have I exhausted the entire Syfy channel line up yet? Fantasy such as Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, Arthur/Merlin, and the like also play a part. Comic books, cartoons, graphic novels (give me my superheros [Batman, Spiderman, X-men, Watchmen, Avengers, Justice League, Teen Titans, etc.] and I am a happy), manga, anime, all make me neeky too. 

Bored yet? I hope not, I swear I'm an interesting person, or at least that's what everyone keeps telling me. Well if you're not bored and are interested in more from the mad mind of Hatter, stick around, and if your interest is even the slightest bit peeked, stick around. Please? Maybe? I'll give you a cookie. You want the cookie. *Jedi hand move*